I binged HARD last night. I can’t smoke weed anymore (with exception only for new years) I’m going on ABC starting the first. I’m sick of feeling like a faliure…. maybe
20 40 more pounds will help. My boyfriend and mom keep telling me that I can’t be “SKINNY.” I can be fit, or smaller, but I’m just not the body type for skinny. In my boyfriends words “When you put your arm down, there will still be that crease of skin.” I said “Well, there doesnt have to be….” and he responded with “Yeah, not if youre like 100 pounds…. and those kind of people should be dead anyways.”
bitch I’m 5’11
Im not tryna be 100 pounds.
Just 140, is that so much to ask?
that she doesn’t want me being one of “those skinny girls” wtf does that mean? I want to be one of those skinny girls. Uhh.
<3 FUCK YES.
Which means giant meal time and no cigarette time. FUCKING KILL ME. I WANT A STOGE, NOT A DINNER FOR 12.