// So I need help… FOR REAL. ? //

I think I have to increase my calorie intake to keep losing weight.

I’ve been keeping under 500 cals, like 6 days a week.

Most days I eat about 300 calories, and I go to the gym 6 days a week and do cardio and weight lifting

Ummm…. I know I need to increase, but I’m terrified I’ll gain.

Will I gain if I increase up to 800-900 cals with eating clean?

Someone please answer…. I’m pretty scared.

quick edit: I know my body is in starvation mode, that’s why I’m freaking out. I’m not sure if I could handle eating 1200 calories a day yet, so I’m going to attempt 800-900. 

// I’m going to eat 1000 calories tomorrow. Fuck? Help?//

My boyfriend bought me an edible. I’ve been working out everyday and eating less than 500 calories for like 4 days now. And this edible is made with a whole stick of cannibutter. (810 cals) and Reeses puffs (150 cals) FUCK. BALLS! akjdkjfklfjddljsf;;;kfs;l I don’t know what the fuck to do. 

so BASICALLY I’m asking…..

Do you think if I burnt 800 calories tomorrow and fuckin…… fasted the next day and worked out I’d be ok? Jesus. I can’t gain weight.

used to be such a burning example, I used to be original. I used to care I was being careful, made sure I showed it to those that I loved.

binge free days: 0